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3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急着找她/他…你已经爱上她了　　

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5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味…你已经爱上她了　　

6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑…你已经爱上她/他了…… 　　

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i saw this seven signs from a fren’s blog..when i read it,my mind will only think of him..haha..mayb really fall in love in him lu…muahahhaha..so..for everyone that reading my blog,trust me..the seventh sign is real..haha..

today is 17th of april already..dn really have feel that we being together for two years liao..haha..=)thanks for being so considerate for my stupid mood o..hahah..

today i am very happy o..i got a fren that angry and disappointed in me for months cause he dn feel like i care and remember him all the time..But..today he finally chat happily with me liao..haha..hope that he will forgive me and continue be my fren lo..dn hop to lost a fren lik him.. =)

er..i am thinkin of wad course i will like to take in the future if i go for art side o..still blur whether i wan to go o not..sigh..i very useless o.. =l never mind..everything will be deal in one month..hahahah..

last night went to "The Banquet" drink with frens..not bad le the feel there..haha..talked alot with frens..very happy o…. =)

talked bout few happy things liao..feel like tonite very lonely o..called ena,she dint ans my call;called vian she said call me back later;called marvin he also said busy..haih..boring la……. =s

i dint kena matriks..sigh..lost one more chance to go uni..haha..thats all for today la..

its 16th of april today..sunny day..10:30a.m.

17.4.2005, its sunday..i remember that my single life stop on that day..time really past very fast..it is still fresh in my mind how we go together..but now,we have already spent 2 years time being together..2 years is just a short time for a relationship hor..hope that can go for a longer relationship o..we not gonna celebrate this year i guess..u busy bout ur assignment while i busy bout my work.. haha..some ppl wil fel that how can we dn celebrate this "special day"?but for me..its good if we can celebrate but if cant,its ok..haha..so,u ar..dn worry that i will angry..i understand la..

wah..so happy ar..work for two more weeks kok then no need work liao..haha..i very lazy o..bluek..BUT..one month later i gonna stop my joyful life liao..facing my form 6 and studyng for my STPM..once i start my form six then i need to go back to my busy life for 2 years…sigh..till now i stil cant decide which stream that i should go o..i like jobs bout bio..but i dn feel to study bio le..i will never go for physic..haha…lest one choice - art stream..but i have no fren there le..will fel lonely o..sigh..actually very afraid to go form six..afraid to be in school alone..all of my close frens went to colleges..haih……

this coming saturday will be GB awards day lo..hopefully got award to tak la..muahahaha..that day i went to choir meeting..seems like changed a lot..new faces,new voices..haha..miss last badge a lot o..how good if we can stil all gather and sing together..hua beng leaving tommorow..wish him all the best in his future o.. =)

oh ya..if not mistaken its my fren’s birthday today o..althouh she is in  national service now..but i wish her happy always and healthy always..hehe..

er..thas all for today la.*happy always…*

cut my hair..start a new day..haha..so sad..that day went out my fren said i growin fatter..ar…cham lo..school  reopenin soon le..fat fat then how to go sch?sigh..tonight going out with frens celebrating one of my best fren’s birthday..hope we will have fun tonight..er..wad else to say ho..i also dunno le..feel so confused with wad someone said..dn really get wad he mean in the last message at msn..sigh..later still need to work..aiyo..so lazy la..nvm la..time past very fast one..hahaha…

how i wish tommorow will never come..nightmare will start tommorow..haha..hope everythin gonna be fine after tommorow and in the future..kind of worry again..i told U i hop tommorow wont arrive..but U dn get wad i mean..haha..nvm la..just take it normally..lets talk something happier..time past so fast..we be together for almost two years liao lo..fast hor..dunno the feeling got reduce o nt..guess it dint..haha..thats all la..

what else can i say?what else can i do?i dunno..sigh..i cannot stop it from happening..i know i should not feel sad and worry..but i cant stop myself from doing that..now then i realise that why ppl say there are no "logic" that can be used in "feeling"..my brand tell me to trust in myself and my frens..but my heart cant stop myself from simply think and imagine..sigh..i think i am so stupid la…i juz hope that everything will end soon although i know that the longer the days..the bigger the trouble and the deeper the sadness for me..no one can help me solve my problem..except for myself..sighhhhh….for now..juz let the time help me to wash away all my problems and my stupid thinkin..mayb its the test from God for me…if i passed it means i can have a happy and good life..but if i failed this test..means i have chosen a wrong way..and i need to look for a new and better way for myself..although i dunno do i have anymore strength to start all over again….haih~just let it be…

so lega now..finally SPM is over…result came out liao..nothing to worry bout liao..haha..so happy..congratez to those of them that get good results..for those who not satisfy with their own result..wad more o say?everything is over,after one more week,no one will remember bout SPM anymore..so,dn be too sad..next..i wondering which side i shud go for in form six..actually i wan to go for bio one..but my bio result in SPM quite lousy..dunno can go for it o not..sigh..physic??no way..i dn like physic..if really cant go for bio then i go for art side lo..art side also not bad ma..day by day,so fast then i am 17 this years liao..time past so fast..the scene bout i having SPM still so clear in mind juz like it hapened yesterday..but now,the result is out lo..not far in the future then i going to form six..gonna face my STPM liao..wao!!!scary..

tommorow,spm result gonna come out liao..its impossible to ask me not to worry..i am wonderin how if i get a not good result..and ppl keep on come and ask me..so terrible..but wad can ido?no one can predict result..no ppl know how they going to mark our paper and give us grade..sigh..hu knows ppl who uaully get straight As suddenly get no As..or the other way of it?hard to say..i not very dare to go sch and see my result tomoro..i can only stop myself from thinkin bout it now..if not,i gonna get crazy..i guess lot of ppl gonna get crazy recently..k la..let us pray to GOD for a good result..hop miracle is there for us..

wah..fightin btween madeleine and ah kiam..haha..thx kiam for saying that..haha..they did improve la..but madeleine u cannot too angkuh o..u gals still got lots of training..haha..i am so excited bout the coming drill camp..muahahaha..i will treat u gals good good kind kind one..hiahiahia..

first of all i will like to congrate BB for getting once again champion for Green Road march past competition..hehe..proud to be in brigade family with them..hehe..next is,although GB dint get anythin this year but still i think u gals did ur best liao..very well liao..dn be sad dn be disapointed anymore o..all of u gals not suit to have crying and sad sad face..i like to see u gals smile crazily(but not in drill time..muahahaha)..hehe..for those who is recently as back up this year dn feel upset..u will have chance again next year..i am so glad all of u so bersemangat to join in the march past..haha..ok ok..thank GOD for giving us the strength to go through this competition smoothly o.. =)

time past so fast..now,i am a gal who had finish my form 5..waiting my SPM result then continue my form six..in this coming 2007 i am going to seperate with a lot of my frens..sigh..gonna be lonely in form six..i will miss my frens a lot..hopefully we can always meet each other in the future day..here is some wishes for some of my fren..i wish marvin can have a good result in his future college and always happy+healthy..i wish my papa mama che che and my little babi(small sister) can healthy and happy..next,i wish ju,jo,cindy,chiaw mon can enjoy their national service..ena,vian,yew,calvin,chiat,lotte,wins all the best in their future and be happy happy with their "special relationship"..haha..oh ya.."da ge"(big brother adrian lee),heard that u leavin tomolo,wish u all the best and good luck!for me,i hope i can get a good result in SPM,everyone surrounding me have a healthy body plus being happy happy with HIM as my new year’s wishes.. =x sigh..while everyone busy with national service,working,study..i can only sit at home waitin time to past by me..haih..wad a lonely new year eve..he is at damai and his phone no batt with no charger there.. =( hehe..luckily still got my litlle babi(small sister) play mahjong with me..hohoho..its raining outside..the sky saying goodbye to year 2006 with lots of tears..in this 2006,i got a lot of sweet memories such as went to MIRI for choir competition,went to damai with all my best frens,get know and close with cindy’s gang and etc..gonna miss it..hahaha..k la..its the end of my post this time..goodbye to year 2006 and welcome for  year 2007!happy new year!! =)