how i wish tommorow will never come..nightmare will start tommorow..haha..hope everythin gonna be fine after tommorow and in the future..kind of worry again..i told U i hop tommorow wont arrive..but U dn get wad i mean..haha..nvm la..just take it normally..lets talk something happier..time past so fast..we be together for almost two years liao lo..fast hor..dunno the feeling got reduce o nt..guess it dint..haha..thats all la..
what else can i say?what else can i do?i dunno..sigh..i cannot stop it from happening..i know i should not feel sad and worry..but i cant stop myself from doing that..now then i realise that why ppl say there are no "logic" that can be used in "feeling"..my brand tell me to trust in myself and my frens..but my heart cant stop myself from simply think and imagine..sigh..i think i am so stupid la…i juz hope that everything will end soon although i know that the longer the days..the bigger the trouble and the deeper the sadness for me..no one can help me solve my problem..except for myself..sighhhhh….for now..juz let the time help me to wash away all my problems and my stupid thinkin..mayb its the test from God for me…if i passed it means i can have a happy and good life..but if i failed this test..means i have chosen a wrong way..and i need to look for a new and better way for myself..although i dunno do i have anymore strength to start all over again….haih~just let it be…
so lega now..finally SPM is over…result came out liao..nothing to worry bout liao..haha..so happy..congratez to those of them that get good results..for those who not satisfy with their own result..wad more o say?everything is over,after one more week,no one will remember bout SPM anymore..so,dn be too sad..next..i wondering which side i shud go for in form six..actually i wan to go for bio one..but my bio result in SPM quite lousy..dunno can go for it o not..sigh..physic??no way..i dn like physic..if really cant go for bio then i go for art side lo..art side also not bad ma..day by day,so fast then i am 17 this years liao..time past so fast..the scene bout i having SPM still so clear in mind juz like it hapened yesterday..but now,the result is out lo..not far in the future then i going to form six..gonna face my STPM liao..wao!!!scary..
tommorow,spm result gonna come out liao..its impossible to ask me not to worry..i am wonderin how if i get a not good result..and ppl keep on come and ask me..so terrible..but wad can ido?no one can predict result..no ppl know how they going to mark our paper and give us grade..sigh..hu knows ppl who uaully get straight As suddenly get no As..or the other way of it?hard to say..i not very dare to go sch and see my result tomoro..i can only stop myself from thinkin bout it now..if not,i gonna get crazy..i guess lot of ppl gonna get crazy recently..k la..let us pray to GOD for a good result..hop miracle is there for us..
