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i think there are a lot of children especially teenagers don’t really take today as an important day..most of them only think that valentine’s day is important and always started to think what to buy for their valentine as present few weeks before 14th of Feb..but how many of them think of buying present for mummy or even say “happy mothers Day and thank you” to mummy? why are they taking valentine which is only temporary belong to them more important than mother?what i think is our mummy may be say no need to celebrate mothers day..nothing special…but deep in their heart,they will hope to get or even hear something from their children..its actually the same thing as..how do you feel if you dint receive anything from your bf/gf during Valentine’s day?angry?disappointed?sad? Today is the first time my sisters and i bought my mummy a bouquet of flower..last few years mummy always say buying flower is wasting money..but today i can see that she really love the flower very much..spending rm25 can make mummy happy?why not?we willing to spend rm100+ for bf/gf,but not even quarter of the amount for mummy?what a weird thing.. today..my sisters and i also prepared dinner for the first time in our life..haha.sounds so funny..i am 19 now and this is the first time we really cook by our own..we cook lemon chicken,hot dog, spring roll,soup,and vege..all simple foods…but we are really happy and had fun..we know that daddy and mummy are happy as well.. ^^ Just want to wish mummy.. Happy Mothers Day.. ^^ and i hope everyone not to be shy to give your mummy a hug and say happy mothers day.. ^^

its midnight now..and usually i am already sleeping like a pig inside my blanket in this time..but today is a special day..a very happy and memorable day for me.. and i really feel to type out my happiness here now.. i went out with my best friends to celebrate my birthday(earlier celebration).. Marvin came and pick me up at around six.. and we went to crown square..we saw a lot of nice and cheap watches there while waiting for my BEST FRIENDS to come..plan to get it next week..(i need a watch now..^^) ……..its already seven o’clock….sitting inside causeway bay looking at the menu………..its already seven thirty…….still starring at the menu and envying other table foods…. “jolyn wong and boon ah ju…where are you???” okay…seven forty finally they reach.. the reason they late is acceptable la…ah ju ju drove the wrong way to jo’s house AGAIN…haha.. after dinner we went sarawak plaza to choose my present..but guess what?we bought a skirt but its not mine..haha.. jolyn bought a very nice skirt that really suit her..hehe..ah ju and ena gave me a bracelet as my present and i love it.thank you very much..oh ya…thanks Jolyn for tonight dinner ya? ^^ after we finish our shopping…the night is still young..haha..but ju ju need to go home…so we continue our gathering at her house..saying some stupid and funny joke..laugh like crazy..i mean for jolyn’s joke la..erm..ah ju’s joke is like kind of funny because…its more lame..haha.. that’s ju style..cute..

doing nothing at home now…read my friendster profile and blog..seems like it have been a long time since i last update my blog.. finding job but where got people want to employ worker that will only stay for one month..waiting for my university interview..i heard cath said that the interview name list will be out on next Monday..i think the interview will be held on end of May..what preparation should i make?read newspaper?(i booked and read for one month but really very boring with it)…sigh…type so much for what?i still not sure whether i can pass my paper test or not..WHY nobody online………so boring…i repeated all my dvd for timessss.. wanted to buy new movie but no money..where can i find money???need money to go damai..need money to buy shirt..how many form six leaver doing nothing at home now and worrying about money?>

words…-positive/negative..

wad i experience today makes me know that how important is a word means..mayb u wil feel nothing when the words came out from ur mouth but sometimes those words makes someone feel hurt..so..beware on the words u wan to say out from your mouth to keep urself away from hurting people around you..

tired?with wad?i also duno…juz feel tired and need some break..things getin worst these days..duno wad shud i do..shud i let go?haih….dunoo .. who cn give me the answer?duno…..*blur*

long time din update my blog liao.haha..now..i am a form six student liao..choose to take art side instead o staying at scince side..i sit with liang chiat in my class..my class have around 30 people but only 8 chinese..haha..need to learn how to speak BM to communicate with classmates..haha..i started my tuition last tuesday at mutiara for Pengajian Am..oh ya..i took BM,PA,PP,and Ekonomi for my stpm..shud be takin one more extra subject which is maths..haha..looking for maths tuition nw..anyone know where to tuition maths S,please inform me ar..

just went to play badminton this noon..haahaa..quite fun la..we are having choir competition soon..duno how is our presentation..sigh..hope we will do well o…hope to get the champion..haha..

Aylwin them asked me to go for two days trip at sematan but my parents don let..sigh..understand that they worry me if i need to go so "far"..but still got some unhappy la..hop that this feel will gone soon..hehe..

vivian came to GRSS today..saw her..suddenly miss my fren very much..ju ju jo jo…wad u two doing now hor?got miss me o not?hehe..muaks..hope that u two gud gud la..haha…my broken english so so funny..haha..

k la..i think mayb thats all for this time.haha..post again next time.. call jo jo or ju ju la..haha..suddenly miss thr voice..haha..

tommorow power station coming to kuching o..feel to go very much o..haha..see first la..bluek..buhbye..

l haha..today is my birthday..a special+happy day for me..this morning xian went to labuan liao..sob sob..miss her much o..noon then we go play ball..got yew,jason,chiat,marvin,sem,christine and ME!haha..quite fun..night time i spent my time with my best sisters..jo jo and vian vian..ju ju dint eat with us but we went to her house..brandon also got go mam mam with us…OF course..marvin do follow us too..hehe..today nasha and yew purposely come my house to pass me present..thank u so much o..want to thanks chiat and xian also cause i love the necklace they gave very much..next..thanks to my che che and mui mui for givin me the cross..haha..unique cross.. =) i love the earings vian them gave me also…LASTly…the present i love the most is a perfume..from someone that imprtant for me..haha..

"today very touch that u willing to come bring me for dinner..gave me a present that i love very much..i wan to thank u for willing to care and be with me alll the time..muaks..oh ya..the cross i wearing today half is for u..i hope i can pass to u one day..hehe..I LOVE THE PERFUME VERY VERY MUCH!…."

Today i received a lot of wishes from a lot of frens..so happy o..haha..i grow up one more year liao..one more year then i wil be 18 liao..haha..so fast o…

oh ya..forget to make my wish..close my eyes and make it now..MAde it liao..hope it will come true…hahahah..

k la..thats all for today..and..jason..got ppl say cannot post blog lik that mer?bluek..swee hian..i dn hav ur emai..u add me la.. blueocean_511@hotmail.com

so boring here..nothin to do..sigh..haih………………………………………………………. no one chat with me..sien….haih…..

love is patient

love is kind

it doesn’t envy

it doesn’t boast

it is not proud

it is not rude

it is not self seeking

it is not easily angered

it keep no record of wrongs

it always protect

always trust

always hopes

always perserves

TRUE LOVE NEVER FAIL

I used to be so jealous easily..used to get angry easily..but now then i realise….some guys don like gal that always jealous..don like gals that always checkin this and that..don like gals that give them less freedom..mayb gals will fel lik why are guys so ma huan?don like this and that then the gal will give up liao..but actually now then i know that..being a gal that fulfil the "red words" most of the time will get more love from the guy she loved..it is sweet..instead of being a gal that always jealous and controllin that make ur boy feel irritating,why don we just try to fulfil wad they wan?if we fulfil them,not only they will fell happy and comfortable with the relationship,even we ourselves will fel more easier(no need worry and jealous this and that)..Trust our partner..

this post is not only for gal..guy also need to be more considerating..gals wan more romantic stuff,u will fel mahuan..gal wan more care and attention and praising from u,u fel sien..sometimes..give more to them and make them happy is also bringin hapiness to yourself o..hehe..

so..loving one another and staying in a relationship is not an easy thing..some of them pak to 1 year..half year..one month..one week..or even a day..wad’s the reason they break?dn love each other?if so,y still need to start?the most acceptable reason that a pair of couple will break is because they do not know how to maintain a relationship..so..i think it is really hard to do it..for me myself..i believe both of us are trying hard to maintain our relationship..but when is our limit of maintainess..i dunno..try my best lo..haha..

another case is..some ppl were so "rushing" to have a partner..seeing frens around were in a pair a pair..deep in heart also feel to have one bf/gf..sometimes they juz cincai cincai pick one and start with him/her..in my view,to start a relationship..need to think properly..not that "i got fel on him/her"..then "wao"..suddenly on liao..i need to think of can i spend my time with him/her?will i fel regret for being with him/her one day?haha..mayb i think too much lo..muahahaha..

go for the one u love..if one day,ur partner loves another person..wad will u do?if think wisely,we should let them be together ho..but it is always hard to make it la..haha..anyway..i think la..if he got feel on other gal,i wil try my best to pull him back to me..but not using the dirty dirty ways..show more love to him gua..let him chose himself lo..i wont give up in the first time..but once he really comfirm that wont love me liao..then i will let him go..haha..wad for keep a person that his heart not belong to u ?hahah..

anyway..its easy to say..but its hard to do..haha..even me myself cant fulfil al the positive things i mention up there..haha..i just say out my views nia..but however..its good to have a try on it..if really cant stand..then..choose the endin u wan urself lo..haha..

all of thing i mention above most of it came from my own opinion..so..for those who not agree with it..its ok..haha..u may say out ur view bout it also..haha..